>>536966167
She kind of is spiraling in anguish a bit over the connection she had with Kris being broken though. She desperately wants them back in her life but can’t spit it out, thinking that they did it deliberately or because the friendship was “forced”.
The poor girl makes a damn homework study guide for them without asking. Kris helped her break into her room and she’d end up at their house when she got locked out of hers. There’s this horrible longing she has to reconnect and she DOES want things to ‘go back to the way they used to be’, but has bottled it up and seems to be trying to move on despite it. Even if she never reconnects and will probably regret it for the rest of her life, she can still move on and keeps hoping that things will, eventually, get better.
>>536966159
I don’t know what Kris and Noelle’s relationship will end up being by the end but I do want to see them reconnect in some way. Even if it’s just them both admitting that they wanted to reconnect but were scared the other didn’t or pushed them away for some reason and then they went their separate ways, I’d be fine with it.

These characters make me feel a certain way no piece of media ever has for its characters. I just want them to be happy.