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>what kind of job were you working anon?
I never had an proper one before. I got my degree which was supposed to open doors to almost every career in the world but all i have now is many wasted and very stressful years behind me and a piece of paper that is worthless in this oversaturated system. I don't feel bad about not preforming however. I tried, and still am but the machine does not want me to be a cog in it i guess. A good thing in itself but but there are so many indirect consequences to it that still sour it.
>i was thinking more about something that you can only do once in life
I have no such things. I mainly want to be left alone and be able to focus on some hobbies i think. I really don't need much to be happy but i get things i don't want or need forced onto me instead.

Still remember the bliss that was being forced to sit in the old principals office when i was at school. It was so quiet that nothing could compare. Very random thing i know but there is something about being left alone in an almost gothic style building with old furniture. The atmosphere and the ignorance i had back then were such a godsend actually. But now im many years behind on so many things..

I know that this is a lot of text and much of it is not really relevant but things just flow so well today. I never had to split a post into two before.
Thanks for these threads, anon. They make my day whenever i see them.