Despite taking HRT and transitioning I secretly wish I could stop taking it and be happy with being a man. I hate being dependent on meds. I hate being physically weak.

No one seems to get me. To me being trans was something that intruded on my normal consciousness. yes yes "Take your meds". I will fucking take them because I am unable to live the life I truly want - Being an independent person without a mental illness that ruins their life.

Being a tranny is such fucking ass. I want the cure. I want to go back.