>>23161889
I hate those things but stress and anxiety has basically run my whole life up until now, still kinda does tbqh. Wish I could go off them permanently but I’ve convinced myself I need them in order to function without having crippling panic-attack inducing anxiety. Really more than anything I think I ‘need’ them in order to survive in normie society. Work is stressful enough that I don’t think I could go a week cold-turkey without getting at least one panic attack. Not allowed to use alternative medication like marijuana or any other substances due to my workplace’s 0 drug tolerance policy. It sucks but I’m a salve to it for now.