Jesus fuck this dude I am rooming with snores so hard, I didn't get a decent sleep today. And I have like 9 hours of travelling ahead of me

>always looking forward to this event
>last year had an offboarder Santa who didn't post my gift
>have recently broke up with my bf of 13 years
>have been kinda afraid to join this year because I am still mentally not well and don't know if I can do good job
Man I love you guys and I fucking love this event but I am not sure if I have the strength to continue with my shitty life yet commit myself to make a good Santa this year. I don't want to disappoint people