>>214610116
Hang in there, my dude
I know things seem hard now, but they will get better. We all have the hard times we must deal with.
I think you will become more confident in yourself over time and more "hard" to the tough parts of life. You'll make it, just don't stop trying.
Make sure you eat and sleep well too, it's good for you. Taking walks and listening to music is also good for your mental health.