The day I've been both looking for and dreading seems to have arrived.

I've been knowingly neglecting my teeth health for years now and, as expected, my teeth are crumbling. I don't fix it because I am hoping the pain will be such that it'll force me into taking my life. The pain is certainly significant, it won't let me sleep. So... I'm not really sure what happens now. I never really thought about what I would do once this happened.