>>718480582
They don't lurk enough don't worry

i'm going to try to call back a job tomorrow (i was too scared to call them back on friday) and i'm going to try for the 3rd time to get a comprehensive evaluation with a psychologist. i'm really scared to do both but i will do it.
i feel so horrible and sick to my stomach all the time. i wish people i loved still loved me. i wish someone would come to my house and kill me so i don't have to do it myself. i suck at it.