theres nowhere i can really apologize or retract crazy statements i made about betty since nobody reads this place anymore.

i dont believe she wants me to kill myself that is a bipolar delusion during the depression phase. we've said some really mean stuff to each other but anything like that she has said was just giving me a taste of my own medicine we were having a fight. i didnt and do not believe she ever intended or wanted me to harm or kill myself.
i believe its actually the opposite and this is why she stopped communication with me. there is proof of it in the archive - pic related.
this is shitty of me to put that on her reputation because im being delusional and emo.

she never took any money from me.
i dont have the receipts anymore because i deleted that account but one of the first things she ever said to me was about me sending money for no reason and i insisted she let me do it and that it was no problems at all for me.
then i got mad about it (and some other things related to it) i just got butthurt i felt she should stick up for me against my haters since i gave her what i considered was a lot of money at the time. but it was a stupid reason to get mad at her, its the internet everyones trolling. i shouldnt have taken barry trolling about the paypig stuff so seriously. i thought she was leaking my cashapps but now i realize he was probably just making fun of Jr in the first place.

Just like the stupid thing with the instagram likes, I always just fill in the blanks with all this negative shit instead of positive stuff.
Like instead of just staying happy that Betty allowed me to follow her private instagram, I make this assumption she purposefully didn't like my comment and liked Freddy's instead, so I made a different comment being an asshole and insulting her... turns out that wasnt even what happened and im just retarded. It's always the same thing with me.