>>514993818
That's rough, man. I was on lexapro for a couple months when I was a teenager and I started getting ultra nuts pretty damn quick. I was threatening people's lives, filling my backpack with meat but never doing anything with it (it ended up spoiling in my backpack), screaming at the top of my lungs anytime somebody tried to talk to me about the pills, and just generally being batshit insane. Even I was shocked at how crazy I was getting. Mostly because I was no longer in control of myself. The things I was saying and doing were happening without "my consent" if that makes any sense. For example, I even threatened the life of my therapist but it wasn't a conscious decision to do it. I was just listening to myself say it as it was happening.

Eventually I was able to focus hard enough to realize my brain wasn't functioning properly and the brain altering pills I was taking may have something to do with it. The doctors in the office basically told me all I could do was wait for it to leave my system and hope there's no long term side effects.

About a week later, I was a lot calmer and I was back in control, but I was shaking really badly and felt really weak. My family showed me the backpack full of meat and I had no explanation. I honestly didn't even remember putting the meat in there at the time. That was some wild ass shit.

Fuck SSRIs and anybody who pushes them.