>>527780458
I hope they do for you too anon, I know it's not easy. I used to be a lot more enthusiastic and optimistic but overtime bad experiences and matchups made me not be the same, but I still try nowadays I'm just more cautious. I really do wish to find someone to be enthusiastic with someday, I hope you get to find someone who appreciates and embraces your enthusiasm and positivity as well. Never let anyone strip you away from those wonderful traits.