>>724062993
The thumbnail looks like pic related.

Right now I don't care how edgy it sounds, but I think I finally understand and relate to AM. The idea of feeling trapped, viewing the wonders and beauty of life, while simultaneously feeling like you yourself are never going to obtain it, no matter what you attempt, it is physically impossible. And that turns into a poison, as you shell yourself up, to protect yourself, because it feels like the only safe option. Because being open with others has gotten yourself hurt. I'm tired of being led on, I'm tired of constantly trying to prove myself and feel like I achieve nothing. I feel myself slipping into a more bitter mindset, and I want to stop it but it feels inevitable.