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Honestly I'm coming to accept that dignity is a luxury..
Between bills and medical debts I'd have been bled dry with just my dayjob.

My ex knows she has me by the balls, I think she gets off to having a guy under her thumb...
The porn sucks but at least she has the decency to leave me alone after we're done. It could be a lot worse..

I guess the real question isn't whether it's shameful, but if I can make it not be.
Like a change of framing or something. idk.