>>40748491
>>40748499
even tho i was born w a penis, it’s always felt like I was stripped of having the proper parts. I feel disgusted at what I have and that it’s a sick joke the universe has decided to play on me that I had this appendage forced onto me. I feel barren and empty and as though I’ve lost what should have been an important part of my life and ik srs won’t change that but I think id still be happier w something resembling what I lost out on.

>>40323517
i figured out i was trans bc i was super convinced i was originally born as a girl as kid but that doctor's swapped out my genitals, it always felt much more natural and easier for me to take on more feminine social roles, day dreamed about being a girl every day, and then i really started to feel like my body was developing wrong during puberty. i put all of that together figured out i was trans and then immediately tried rly hard to repress once i realized what that meant for me (i didn't want to get bullied or be seen as weird or not date)