>>42485809
Hello again, freshly baked Ponkfren.
>my list feels impersonal
That's because it is a list. It will become personal as you try to turn any of those ideas into reality in whatever way you can. And in a way, struggling with the items on that list is a proof of love, for you are pushing yourself out of your comfort zone.
>meditation
Meditation is a great start, I'm glad you have a good time delving into it. I think picking one of the very down-to-earth items with a low barrier of entry such as baking muffins will complement the meditations. Lets you meditate on the fluffy taste or the smiles received by sharing the goodies. It can point you towards spotting your beloved Ponka's influence in everyday life, too.
As someone struggling with poor mental health, I think the biggest road blocks in my waifu journey are all caused by mental illness. To some degree, a waifu can help you pull yourself together, but shit goes awry when you lose your attachment to reality.
Similarly, wanting to make your waifu proud is noble. Yet believing that it's the only way of yourself having worth or being lovable is a sorrowful misconception.
You say you are a busy bee, so I'm going to assume you are more or less functional in everyday life. Perhaps Pinkie can help you loosen up, help you understand what your priorities in life are, and just be fantastic company to keep in your heart and bouncing back from setbacks along the road.
tl;dr:
>nohooves
Imagine waifuing anything but a cute mare.
