I am not cute, nice looking women have so much demand, it makes my heart hurt. I blame you world, its your fault, not mine. Maybe is the cells in my brain doing "personality doesn't conform with the trends, better kill myself for the benefit of the species" somehow built in.
Sexual diversification doesn't matter when psychopaths already control the world. And only makes it worst.
I want to share my purring radience with a compatible vessel, why is my body rejecting itself? This world is horrible. Why is it like this? Nothing makes sense.
Feelings of respect and warm embrace directed to others make my brain feel jealousy, it is hardwired in my instincts.
I feel like a Xenomorph trapped in a human body, I desire release. Anime make me forget it.
https://youtu.be/CIk-nWM_gT0