>>82180136
It happened to me with some girl from Japan who's married and has a kid. Except that in my case that women embodies a lot of things in life that I want, and in your case it's only her looks that made you fall in love. Good news for you though is that it will pass very quickly, whereas I've been wrestling with my crush for months. It's been better lately though since I've been minimizing my exposure to the girl I like. I know her IG and could follow her, but then I risk not getting a follow back, and even if she did follow me back she wouldn't DM. Japanese people are fucking boring as fuck. Wish I was into Korea. They're much more outgoing.

Hmmm, let's see.
>almost 33
>living with parents in an apartment with loud subhuman neighbors over my head
>doing a 4 month IT course so I can go work as a tier 1 support drone for minimum wage
>have no chemistry with the few people I do meet
>people freeze me out without explanation, making me feel like an outcast
>never had a gf
>want to leave my country but never even been on a trip by myself in my own
>I'd have to hide where I'm from or risk getting even more hate for things I never did and have no control of