>>33625234
I literally talked about being antisemitic
>>33625522
98% of people I could open up to somewhat have been online, Idk man

>>33625581
The notion that they will leave or get angry if I open up as it's been the case over and over again. Not just due to the feeling of emptiness that it leaves, moreso the notion that the world wholeheartedly rejects me and hates me. I feel stupid for forgetting and tell myself to keep up the act next time. But just like an addiction, it keeps coming back and I have this dying need to show people who I am. I'm so glad 4chan exists, I'd explode without it.

It's even worse when they get along well with the persona I put on or go as far as calling me their best friend or tell me they have feelings for me. "The less you are yourself, the better" just hurts man, I didn't ask to be different.

>>33625684
Lmao