>>40977177
You're right, I think, and the sadism in society these days is absolutely fucking unreal and the specific reason I am not a parent myself or pursuing that. Firstly, this sadism infects many sectors of society and becomes more pervasive and harder to protect against each year. Secondly, there's a LOT of space between horror-movie-sadist and good parent and while I'd never be the former, I'm not sure I could ever be the latter either. I just dont think I'd be good enough. I mean, maybe if I ended up meeting some A+ supermom who wanted a family with me I'd reconsider. Maybe I could do it with the help. I'm not blackpill incel, but I don't think myself hot shit either so I'm not expecting that kind of outcome kek
I couldn't raise someone with my love for 18 years and then have to tell them
>I'm sorry. I did my best.
I just don't have it in me.