>>82781164
>i hope that clinic job works out for you tomorrow anon
i meant more like do a little research about that thing. I was told by a head psychiatrist (if i got that title correct) that i should pursue a diagnosis because the underlying condition restricts my job opportunities thus i would get a more specialized treatment. so I'd imagine that having that stuff on paper in combination with visiting a actual therapy center that is also specialized for people like me (soon(tm) ) would help me find something fitting. But i wanna research because if all they do is send spammail like the job office did then there is no point in even asking. The next appointment is right at the end of the month tho.
>no matter how many times i ask
Imagine going through this with everybody else and every topic imaginable. Even worse even you know that they know how you feel and how little work (or lack there of) would be enough to improve things immensely but they still lie and gaslight like the shit eating snakes they are, that being civilized and polite is a unrealistic standard and that you are the problem. 99% of my motivation to move out comes from this. But at the same time its so demotivating too.
>she do something particularly bad today?
Not she but somebody else. You are always supposed to be quiet when they are sleeping, at midday too btw, but apparently they felt the need to be loud as fuck on a sunday morning and really really felt the need to slam my door shut so their noise would affect me less , which is really considerate btw. Doesn't help if im already awake for an hour, because of them, early in a sunday morning and when the door is FUCKING SLAMMED SHUT.
This alone is not hell yet but when you add the countless times i pleaded for things to be quieter and for the others to show a little consideration and everybody needing fulfill others needs but not mine its a really really upsetting thing. I'd rather have drain cleaner put in my coffee than experience this shit.