>qott: wanted to but didn't

This year I tried to accept the hard fact that I will be completely alone for the next 40-50 years of my life. I've accepted the reality that I will die a kissless virgin and I cannot do anything sincere about it. All that's left is learning how to lead this new, lonesome life.

if I could press a button to become a lesbian I would do it, that's the only real solution to my problem, but that's impossible. I do not like women. Fate has condemned me to heterosexuality.