>>536346812
glad to hear that your suffering serves a perverse purpose. entertainment.
if things are as you say, suffering is your close bedfellow, you understand it and you understand what it does to you, how it warps perception, how it changes the very reality you are in.

and if it is so, you know more than most what dread and sadness does to one and if you can bring it to paper that is understandable to everyone, then you have created art.

mind you: everyone can express oneself but expression is not art, but to give people the sight, to express what you feel and make them cry tears like you have, then you have done your work well.
and then there are those that in their absence of happiness know what is most dear to them and what they wished for themselves and draw out the most sincere, cute happy endings that they themselves never got.

i'd like to see you express yourself.