autistic f21. i don’t go out much except for work and occasionally university (i do 99% of my classes online).

the last guy i met who showed interest in me was in 2022 and he turned out to be a cuck. he had no opinions of his own and just parroted my interests, basically telling me what i thought i wanted to hear instead of being himself. most of our “”conversations”” were him infodumping video game or movie lore that id never played/watched. apart from that, i’ve only been hit on by homeless crackheads.

i’ve never used dating apps before and i don’t want to. i am not interested in hookups or fwb. no sex before marriage, not because i’m hyperreligious but i don’t want to have sex with someone who someone who isn’t planning on sticking around. but i acknowledge that marriage has a ton of problems and it can’t always guarantee faithfulness, cheating is inevitable. i’ve also never been kissed, held hands, dated or had a bf.

i’m trying to improve my looks by taking ozempic, eating cleaner, getting a good hair care routine, botox, lazer hair removal, and prioritising my hygiene (regular piercing cleaning, wearing nice perfume). i’m also going to get my teeth whitened after i quit smoking, a rhinoplasty, and i made a pinterest board of cute outfits i want to buy when i get the money for them.