Jul 10 2002
Recently, I'm forgetting things a lot. The names of the TV personalities just won't pop up, even if I'm seeing them on the TV right in front of me. The name I remembered after worrying about this for half a day was Maeda Bibari. I was disappointed. I'm not even able to say what my parents' address is anymore, without looking, although I could before, and not even the names of my past assistants will pop up. Maybe my brain's capacity is full now, and from now on I won't be able to make a single memory. But even if that's true, I don't care. Because before this, there has not been any good things at all. I've been disparaged, I've been insulted, I've been humiliated - a life that's already going downwards.