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anon bro you have to read the scandi dane existentialist, the first existentialist, lutheran pastor, Kierkegaard. and don't move further until you read Kierkegaard and the Knight of Faith, and leap of faith.
You don't have to like it, just read it.
His teaching on the conscience.
Even his teachings and criticism on the state-run church of Denmark.
Kierkegaard is one of the existentialists that lived life all the way.

also you will want to bake bread, make yourself homemade wool mittens and battle axe or war hammer crafted from the finest resources available to you, be they rocks and sticks, or iron.

talk to a hipaa laws therapist if you can.
read bible, careful around priests and shamans.
take what is useful to you and leave the rest that is not useful to you.

"Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature what the law requires, they are a law to themselves, even though they do not have the law.
So they show that the work of the law is written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts either accusing or defending them on the day when God will judge men’s secrets through Christ Jesus, as proclaimed by my gospel.…"

https://youtu.be/_8gNEEvYjy0?si=FYthDpDOR3uWFP9i