>>719261930
i dont even feel anything anymore. I used to, there used to always be hope, that somehow I could change. Now when I see moments on screen of relationships and intimacy its just emptiness, hollow. Like Im watching something intended for someone else, I get nothing from it. Just as you, when the media ends, I am only left with despair. So it goes. Life has to take on a different meaning now, theres no drive left to pursue things like love or intimacy.