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great posts, thanks for coming back and contributing these
>sexual self-touch will just activate your sexual glands and that isn't good unless you ejaculate within a few days
can you elaborate on this? I've been retaining for 2 years, but my streak has been dirtier than an Indian sidewalk in the ghetto. besides lots of edging and fantasizing, I had sex three times but didn't cum. (I know this is very bad.) long story short, I feel like my energy and mind are beyond messed up, and I should reset and go clean....but I'm very torn for obvious reasons. TIA