gonna get some sleep. forgiving yourself is ok babe. in fact i want you to do that. excusing yourself is something else entirely and i want that to stop. you're free to do what you please, say what you want, you are american after all, nobody is going to stop you. but you break my heart a little bit every time you do wrong, you disappoint and hurt me. i expect better of you and i know you can live up to it, i love you because of how smart and capable you are, don't make a fool of me.