>>82174089
i try to put myself into a situation where im forced to do the thing im trying to do. if i need to study and i keep getting distracted by the pc or whatever, i grab my books and go somewhere quiet like a park, turn off my phone so i can only study.
>>82174130
>from reading music books
i see. most of mine is from youtube videos and just, tabs. also i listened to the sample you sent and i think its quite nice! maybe it could use some bass
>taking the piano from me
ah, is she good with it at least? perhaps you can still get back into it in the future.
>make music with more parts with a piano
so i've heard. i know some guitarists that compose music on piano and then translate it to guitar, and it sounds so damn good. since you know some piano too, perhaps you could add some short piano parts to your songs too!
>>82174202
>about to change however
lets hope so anon. im a bit scared with time ill also end up needing to get meds to avoid turning into a vegetable. it is what it is i guess...
>with these pills its still the 100% authentic you
oh wow that does sound nice. i think i get what you mean with them being different, although since i've never had the chance to compare i guess it's hard to understand what being the "100% authentic" me. like, with alcohol i guess i become more friendly so it's not really me. but isnt meds the same but instead of becoming social i just become more productive/attentive?
>>82174290
>lot of people just ain't used to getting yelled at
yeah that is definitely true. i guess by working in kitchens i got that covered. still doesn't really feel nice to get screamed at all day though. do they actually ridicule you for crying?
>will build a temple to Christ on another world
well now that's something i've never heard before! very ambitious. i'd just like to see some nebulas up close.
>>82174389
>and idk why
are you getting enough sleep? if you're napping probably not! cats are nice. mine is trying to sit on the keyboadrdss as we speak.g