>>41003123
>>41004708
Speaking as someone who spent much of their life alone, I would often be as nice as I could in games since I wanted friends. Occasionally I would do "bad path" stuff, such as doing evil in Fable and whatnot, but I always felt bad and would reload. I remembering spending hours on the Sims, Bustin Out and 2 in particlar. I remember bringing my laptop over and showing some friends the sims and one friend just wanted to kill everyone, it pained me to go along with it... That being said some NPCs are utter shit and you can't let them slow you down, be a video game or "irl" especially IRL ones since they can actually hurt you.
Living in a world of NPCs when you Know you're a player is a special kind of hell... Even then not so bad at times, but the game masters have decided I should be alone and not thrive...I was under the illusion that some of them might've even been my friends given Who I Am... Oh well... fuck em... I look forward to killing them someday...