>want to do a visual novel
>read a manga or a book or a vn
>see how well done everything is in every aspect
>look at my drawing or writing or designing or anything
>feels like comparing toddler scribbles to lifelike sculptures
>tfw will never be able to truly create what I feel trying to claw it's way out of my heart into reality
>tfw the authors I admire are scientists or philosophers who happened to write
>or writers who happened to make a game (ie pathologic or disco elysium)
>just an absolute hack incapable of making true art
I have come to the crushing realization that this must be how Adam Sandler feels, if he feels at all