>>34279044
yea it sucks
some guy from a discord server posted here said he would come hang out but he changed his mind last second because he said he was sick or anxious or something and he was literally only 15 minutes away, like the only /soc/ user who lives in victorville.

A year ago I was seeing a guy I met from here as well who came from a nearby army base, he was so happy to see me at first and I only saw him twice before he laid some bullshit on me about how he can't give me all the attention I crave and I'm too sweet and he's gonna hurt me or something. That was the last time I got cuddled, I was trying to get a relationship back then because I haven't had an IRL boyfriend for 9 years. I've been dating for 9 years and haven't had much luck so at this point I don't want to date anybody I just want some affection cuz I haven't had any and it's been really hard.

1.5 hours is still pretty far I'd feel guilty making you drive that far, I don't want a relationship anymore so I can't give my heart to anybody it's totally gone. But if you're a loser like me then cuddling might still be in the question?
You can't stay all weekend I was literally just thinking for a night. As long as you don't steal anything from my room or break anything while I'm asleep.