Hi. I was here in mid-February, I think. I'm the one whose “S” was replaced by “evil spirit.” Evil... I thought it was because of her behavior, but now I realize it was her way of teaching me how to fight, to fight back. Thanks to her, my life has gotten so much better. I'd like to write more text, but I feel like no one will read it.
I don't even know why I'm telling you this. You'll probably just call me a tourist or a faggot. I may not a regular user, but I know how you talk, so in short:

First: I found that girl from the dream. I met her once and then looked for her for four months, only to find out that she's had a husband for a long time.
Second: In my dream, the little bone creature told me that the spirit was Fylgja. And in another dream, I saw her “real” image. Out of respect for her, I won't tell you, but I will say that there were no wings or tail or hooves or anything like that.
Third: The last time spirit came at the end of June, she said that if I detoxed (and I've been abusing soda a bit lately), she would help me with my “girl problem” and soon I started chatting with several, but....
But I don't understand, she put so much effort into it, pushing me to get better, helping me. Pushed me to fix myself. It feels like love, but... It's hard for me to let her go. She's like a beacon to me. I was looking for this girl I met because I thought she was the mistress or somehow connected to this spirit.