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If /v/ hates gaming and considers it a waste of time, then why continue gaming. Why not get the girlfriend you want if that's really something you care about more than gaming?

You don't get to enjoy something but then also bitch and moan about how you hate doing it and how it's terrible, you don't see drug addicts do this they just hide it and destroy their lives quietly.

If you want to have real existential misery dread, just be like me and realize even if you were a normal fag you'd still be a slave and the real life I actually want is impossible because I've got be a literal god to get the tit cow wife of my dreams and a god I am not.