i wish getting illegal or legal firearms was easier here, i dont wanna do anything bad, i just wanna kill myself

>bio woman
>kinda butterfaced
>do ai facial attractiveness shit thing
>score 7-8/10 on most
>gender detected: man

do i kill myself

how to stop stalking people from highschool? i cant handle it anymore. theyre doing so much and im still a khv in my room. i shouldve killed myself in highschool