how to stop stalking people from highschool? i cant handle it anymore. theyre doing so much and im still a khv in my room. i shouldve killed myself in highschool

>>81656035 (OP)
>khv
Hi chad. Who hugged you?

>>81656047
>khv
>kissless HUGLESS virgin

retard

>>81656066
Who held your hand, Chad?

>>81656035 (OP)
>theyre doing so much
Female mindset. Why do you need to do the things they do

>>81656072
ftm tranny in highschool who claims i fucking traumatised them by smoking weed or smth and told me to kms after highschool

i have to see them at a con soon since theyre a con photographer now and i still have dreams about them to this day

>>81656076
it just hurts man, i watch them have relationships and heartbreak and kids and house parties and im just completely alone, im so jealous

>>81656108
i understand, well being sad about it isn't going to help, so you either find your own stuff to do or you're just going to feel worse

>>81656179
youre right anon

i enjoy doing what i do now (vidya and watching youtube and browsing r9k from morning til night) but its so hard to feel fulfilled when looking at others, and i cant stop myself looking

i wanted to do social events and shit but my city has virtually nothing

>>81656035 (OP)

You do'nt have what it takes. You have to turn your disdain for the 'unfairness' of the situation and for others inwards. Because jealousy is an emotion you can turn off by consistency acknowledging YOU are the root of the problem. Doing nothing, SITTING with your pain, is more painful than anything you think you are suffering right now. If you won't do that then keep on being jealous and suffering, like you want to. There are no shortcuts.

>>81656223
you should start doing something that makes you go outside, i don't mean social events, maybe like a 2 hour walk when it gets dark, just try it

>>81656035 (OP)
delete instagram or whatever platform you're using to stalk them.

>>81656287
fully aware anon, but im incredibly mentally ill and fixing myself is not something im capable of

>>81656312
i would do this again if the crime rate wasnt so high in my area, ive had issues in the past

>>81656315
i dont even use them anymore, i was so scared theyd find out my burner account was me thanks to paranoia that i use anonymous websites to look at their insta stories and posts

>>81656035 (OP)
I have deliberately avoided contact with anyone from school because I already know it will leas to nothing but mogging. Best to never know. You opened a Pandora's box that you can never really forget.