>14 year old me
>know I wish I was a girl but don't know about hrt or dysphoria or anything but cross-dressing and surgery like susanplace and maury hons
>choose to dodge and deflect questions about my identity and lack of masculinity or wanting my body hair gone
>36 today
>6'0 manmoder (5 years HRT) with size 10.5 feet (men's)
life is a total joke and I'm just here to laugh