I'm 20 and I've never been in a relationship. I haven't even as much held hands with someone.

I know this is all my fault for shutting down socially since I was 14 but it really sucks.

I yearn for connection, I want to be loved and yet I'm always so awkward, scared and anxious.
I'm in a hell of my own making and I think I'm genuinely going to die alone.

>21yo khhv boymoder
>never had even so much as a flirting phase with anyone

I think I'm going to die alone and idk how to get over it
I want to date someone that's like me, I want to be their first partner so we can do it at our own pace
I don't want to be compared, I want someone just like me

But most people my age have already had multiple relationships and so yeah, I'm a literal leftover, pizza sitting on the kitchen counter overnight

Maybe I'm asking for too much but it hurts to know you're an actual leftover person

>at movies going up escalator
>two guys in front are literally making out on the elevator in front of everyone, no shame

I wish I could be loved, not in public like that but you know, just loved.

>>507861483
Most right wingers have NEVER seen or interacted with a trans person in real life

Trans people are literally a monster under the bed type thing for republicans, they've never seen it but they're sure it's there, and it's definitely evil

(they are retarded)

I'm so depressed that I'll never have picrel because I'm 6'2 and the odds I find a guy willing to date me that is also taller than me are legitimately impossible

I hate being a lanky freak