OP here once again
>>33605887
I do realize it's technically impossible to have functional relationships without at least some form of constraint, but I do feel like I have to exercise this self restraint a lot more than others due to my circumstances, or at the very least, you can view it as me being weaker and more prone to feeling lonely due to it, call me a pussy if ya will. So I can at the very least dream about getting into a position that'll let me mask less and let me suffer less consequences, no? I already had the privilege of being more honest with the anon that dropped their Discord in this thread, so I'm hoping I'll one day be able to pull it off IRL as well, ideally even with a person I love if I'm lucky
>>33606456
Also this, I don't mind SOME consequences of course, I just don't want to be heavily punished for the most basic of behaviors by my personal standards.
>>33607721
Paste link down here is a random outtake of a few things that immediately popped up in mind when asked the same by the guy I've been talking to on DC. My statements aren't really things that require legal attention (unless the German Verfassungsschutz really has it out for me), they're just unconventional and socially isolating to state outside of online chat rooms, threads and comment sections. I've never met someone IRL that I could say any of this to.
https://pastes.io/4chan-8049
