maybe you could be hopeful for the rest of your life. saying youre young is a cliche thing to do but clearly youre suffering and youre still doing things. you have a job, you are going to school. youre going through notable anxiety and you persist in doing these activities without any clear purpose, which shows that if these conditions arent permanent, somewhere later on down the line you could be doing such that you'd look forward if you could see it and understnd why continuing would be worth it.

people have lots of anxiety sometimes and a lot of people dont understand how seriosu it is. you dont have a total understanding of what you want to do ultimately as far as providing for yourself, your experience is generally not enjoyable and youre in the pits.

im sorry youre going through these difficulties to the extent you're bearing that right now. if its possible to persist, if you think you can complete a degree a lot of employers only care about that little piece of paper. once you have that a lot of people have it easier. the period of time spent working towards an undergraduate degree is by far the busiest time in the average person's life. stay thirsty my friends, have faith in yourself and hope for hte future, and be careful. not everyone who enrolls in college completes it, and thats ok too if you dont.

even if it takes time, if you are able to support yourself and enjoy your experience a little, thats what makes it worth it for most people who make it to that point. good luck