>>82393693
im utahn

its amazing how much hairloss destroyed me mentally
ill never recover emotionally or physically thx to meds

>>82255618
i was supposed to be 5'10 or so but ended up 5'6. i want to be a normal height so bad

Your life is predetermined, our brains control us, there is no free will. To think we are above animals, who like us just work on instinct is the height of hubris.

I've spent almost 4 grand on my setup, there's still a ton of stuff I want to add & replace as well. This is the only thing I spend money on luxury wise though. I buy everything else cheap as I can get, as I just don't care about anything else. I don't go outside, I'm still wearing my big brothers & sisters clothes, all the food I buy is off brand just as cheap as I find, I don't go to restaurant nor travel, I just spend all my free time on my pc. My workout equipment are free dumbbells I got, a 10 dollar pull up / dip bar, old running shoes. I only spend around 200 on food per month, then electricity, rent & fast internet, also bout 30 on misc stuff.

I've spent almost 4 grand on my setup, there's still a ton of stuff I want to add & replace. I'll probably end up being at a 8k setup in a couple years.