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>month and a half
This sucks, but in the grand scheme of things and how long you've been suffering, think that it's not much longer
>beg some other psychiatrist asshole for meds
Can you afford to see one? That's a positive at least. And there are a lot of options you can try. It's a gradual but hopeful process
>buy a gun and end it tonight
Don't waste your money supporting the gun lobby jk
You can always procrastinate suicide... but if you do pull the trigger there's no going back, ever. So it's always best to put it off... you could try bedrot/sleepmaxxing like me, it's a good way to fast forward life when you don't want to be alive... at least you're not hurting yourself while you're asleep