>>82082564
I didn't, and I won't learn it. I guess I just want you fags to berate me and call me worthless. Because that is what I am. Im drunk again, I'm here again, and I shouldn't be. I should have my shit together by now. I'm at my lowest point in years again, and I just need people to kick me in the teeth. I wish someone would actually just fucking beat the shit out of me. I wish my co-workers would have done it. I wish they wouldnt have protected me. I wish they would have just let me fall on my sword because that is what I deserve. Im so tired of being in the same place. I just keep treading water. Nothing i fucking do moves me forward at all.