>>536965350
My path as an unwavering individualist coupled with my inability to reconcile the self with its principles has led to countless people getting burned.
I cannot, under any circumstances, function as their normal ideas of a friend, fc member, raider, or even person. The masks I use are tiring and wear out over time. Typically I depart before it cracks completely.
The few people I've got on with over the years in any long term capacity are like me, but the similarities rather than our differences are what drives us apart. Sometimes amicably, sometimes less so.
There are a lot of people I've met over the years that see me as a guide or leader, and I frankly don't have the heart to tell them that I don't actually know my own ass from my elbows.
But this is the path I have to walk, it's all I know.