Stuff like this always makes me pity you /pol/tards/
Life's short, you don't have much time to master anything. You've decided to master being a hateful troll on the internet.
You've lived a terrible life, maybe it wasn't all your fault, but most of it is. So you inhale on the copium. You fixate on immutable characteristics to give yourself a sense of superiority, to cope with the fact that life reminds you everyday that you're a loser.
Ultimately, you lead a life making no impact on the world except hating away on a basketweaving forum. Your death will be inconsequential, you are biowaste.
I do hope you turn your life around.