>>82142118
Took it at 16, super fucking depressed from being heartbroken, family problems and other bullshit. Got the acid from arts club at the school during valentine's day.
>take tab
>lock door close room
>dark.jpeg
>wait2hrs
>mfw this shit isnt doing anything
>play some music
>closeyes.exe
>why the fuck is it so bright?
>realize it's HAPPENING HAPPENING
>whole body starts to get tense
>calmed tf down
>feel so cold
>was trying to hug pillows and cover self with bedsheets
from this point i wasn't able to calm down for another 4hrs and just thought about my entire life, why the fuck im such a loser at a young age and practically wasted highschool not befriending anyone and just programming
after calming down i cried so hard and couldn't sleep. just went to school the next day covered with a hoodie, mask, and shit. at 6am i could still see eyes at the sky and weird disfigurements on my classmates. it was incredibly weird but comforting. i hugged one of my friends after school and cried so much. it was beautiful and i think changed me. acid as a one time thing could really be a catalyst for change.
i stopped being so sad all the time, laughed more, befriended almost everyone i met and tried to be generally helpful towards others. im 20 now but still make mistakes, the way i react to mistakes and outlook on life changed.
also took some dmt and mushrooms around 18, could heart some voices telling me to do something with life and not take psychedelics before accomplishing my task here in life. super weird ik but that's psychedelics ig