Thread 82142118

Acid love edition!

Question: how was your first acid trip?

I highly recommend comboing acid with 4-HO-MiPT

>>82142118 (OP)
Acid is demonic. Christ is king.

>>82142118 (OP)
Liberty cap season starting soonish here. Looking forward to tripping while camping in the alps.

1st acid trip: ADVENTURE
"I am an autistic larping faggot. A deranged autistic larping faggot."
"How do you solve the problem of the priors? Bayes can't figure it out"
"Fractals"

>>82142118 (OP)
I feel like I wasn't as present as I should've been. I remember watching fight club and the walls in the movie starting moving, then I looked at my walls and they were moving too. I would love to trip again some day

>>82142220
Or order 4-AcO-DMT off the internet if you're too lazy for that

>>82142210
No one cares about your fake and gay made up Semite religion you dumb nigger. Your priest is probably a gay pedophile.

Can stimulants raise anxiety? I had a small panic attack today along with some derealization which I hadn't had for years, and I'm wondering if it's because I took a stim with a monster can

who do I ask for gabapentin? I feel like I cant regulate my emotions without substances

>>82142483
Bro. Short answer is yes. Just yes.
Used to bite my nails until they were bleeding and chew the skin on the edge of my fingers on speed

>>82142483
Stimulants can definitely raise anxiety, especially when combined. Ever seen someone tweaked out of their mind on meth?

>>82142742
>>82142789
Ok I'm never doing stims again I think. The derealization was scary as shit, I felt I was going crazy

>>82142220
>Looking forward to tripping while camping in the alps.
Sounds comfy. Have fun!

My old friend had a piece shaped like a seashell but blunt edges, it was a perfect magic conch. Very unique piece of glass, orange and blue, beautiful and heavy. He "lost" it within a month of owning it. I think he shoved it up his ass and used it as a buttplug.

>>82142483
>>82142742
>>82142971
>>82142789
Try bromantane. It's stimulating but also reduces anxiety.

>>82142708
high street pharma d net

>>82142708
>adopt elderly dog
>go to the vet and say he cries like crazy at night and has trouble with steps
>get gabaptentin
>get cute new dog as well
>???

>>82142210
Christ is a made-up Fairytale by low IQ backwards Savage Middle Eastern people from thousands of years ago.
If you went back to that day and you asked people who Jesus was, they would tell you he was a traveling rabbi. He's no different than these televangelists.

>>82143164
Never heard of that, it says it's approved in Russia? Where the hell do I get it

>>82142210
>Acid is demonic. Christ is king.
Acid is of the divine, you've been blinded, my brother. Christ is either dead or doesn't exist (and is an alien, probably).

>>82142118 (OP)
>how was your first acid trip?
It wasn't anything special nor was it particularily good, I went on a walk after it kicked in, smoked some weed, saw a cop van that made me shit my pants so hard that I went home and proceeded to tweak for the next 4 hours, jerking off every once in a while, and then went on another walk in the middle of the night until it finally wore off.
Needless to say I think I should do psychedelics exclusively in rural areas where other people don't exist.

>>82142118 (OP)
>how was your first acid trip?
Was full of color. I did it at a friends' house with another friend (both of us took it and the guy whos house it was was sober) Watched Batman: The Killing Joke (sober friend's idea). Went to the bathroom, sat down and sew the floor drop down to an endless pit (but I felt my feet on the ground so I knew I was hallucinating).
Then put on headphones laying on a spare matress and listened to Janis Joplin, the colors moved with the music and that was nice. My further trips were more aggressive, with melting faces, moving walls, static tv like vision, moving patterns, 3D red-blue viauals and shapes and colors that obstructed my vision completely.

>>82142118 (OP)
>Question: how was your first acid trip?
Bought one "acid" tab. Albert Einstein blotter art. The letters printed at the back spelled BOC or DOC I don't remember.

>Took tab in the living room around 4pm
>Lying down on the sofa
>Playing music on my headphones
>It's some psychedelic music you wouldn't care about
>Waiting for the "acid" to kick in
>After a few long songs I felt disappointment that I was not feeling anything
>Get the random thought of taking a shower
>Break on through to the other side by the doors playing in the background
>Step out of the shower
>Did a little giggling
>Realized it was kicking in
>Bring my clean and fresh ass back to the sofa
>Lying down again
>Suddenly I get very convinced that what I was listening was the way music should be made, some "this music is perfect" feeling
>Ffw
>Smoke some hits of weed from my one hitter
>Trip starts to get very vividly
>Decide to eat dinner (I was not even hungry)
>Cooked meat looks alive
>Eat anyway because I knew I was tripping
>Some shitty music playing from my laptop sounds like the more simplistic music ever
>Started to lie to myself about liking that music genre at all
>7pm
>Oh shit family comes home
>Went to bed
>Play some more music on headphones
>The music sounded weird, out of key, chipmunk music.
>"Man I think I really don't like this, wonder why it sounds okay when I'm sober"
>Visuals doesn't really appear before my eyes but seeing through my window I saw the dim street lights over the trees, with the leaves kinda dancing
>Think I got ripped off because I enjoyed Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds more
>And I think I just slept the trip away

>>82143334
science dot bio

>>82143334
>>82143784
Also
every chem d com

>>82142118 (OP)
I miss Lucy so damn much. Funnest drug I've ever done. It helped me with a lot of my mental health shit too. I don't have anxiety as bad as I used to and it was nice to have a mental reset every year or so.

I got some Malawi weed and it's kino. It helps me get motivated to clean and do nice stuff for people like do jobs for them. Been looking at neocities and nekoweb sites, really creative shit people have come up with. My Ritalin guy fell through though.

>>82144455
>I miss Lucy
>I miss
Why can't you just get an RC version of it?

>>82145072
I don't have time for illegal drugs as I'm in a trade school program that drug tests.

>>82142971
You don't necessarily need to quit stims altogether, just remember this experience as a risk factor and tread more lightly in future

i have a question about LSD
i have a feeling that LSD is legit not even a halucinogen but it just opens some blockade in our brains to see into 5 dimensional plane or something above that we cant see always because we havent reached the evolution part yet. We are not ready for it, but LSD gives way for it

I think this because people legit described seeing and talking to the same beings while on a trip. Like there is no way you halucinate an exactly identical being as hundreds of other people, down to being able to describe it to each other in exact detail

>>82145089
>illegal
RCs are technically legal and can be ordered from the clearnet with no problems.
>drug tests
Standard employment drug tests don't test for psychedelics retard. And acid has such a low dosage needed for effects that it's barely even detectable in the first place.

>>82145550
What you are describing fits for the average DMT consumer. I don't know if I believe your theory or not. Something like that would suggest the mind is all knowing and omnipresent I think. Present in each dimension but not aware of it. But why are there substances that grant this ability? You must be thinking something about these drugs being teacher plants and that's a fair guess. But why are all other chemicals, found everywhere also psychoactive? Why are there stims and dissos, etc. Are they also teachers? Are we supposed to believe that there are good drugs and bad drugs? From my experience, they are just substances who change your perception, as you describe. Some talk about fractals and DMT entities. The demons of salvia too. The only thing I can certainly say is don't look too deep into it. Modern medicine and psychology still demonize this kind of ideas and being rational is the best for now. If you feel like you are the one chosen by god or start to feel like a prophet, you know, the kind of shit mad people talk about then it's time to stop and seeking help. We do not fully understand how these drugs work as we don't really know what the mind or the consciousness is.

Ever heard the quote "when the doors of perception are cleansed everything will appear to man as it is: Infinite"

>>82142118 (OP)
i first did acid with my best friend
it was very depressing we just had like super emotional conversations and he cried a bit

>>82145611
Yeah, I'm not going to use what little free time I have doing acid. Would you trust a pharmacist to fill your prescriptions that's on psychedelics? No. So don't fucking call me a retard, jackass. I'm glad I decided to get my life together because talking with you freaks for the last 10-15 years has been supremely fucking depressing. Kill yourself, loser.

>RC
Is there actual research behind these chemicals or is it just junkies like you flipping coins to get fucked up?

>>82142708
A man does not ask. Just buy it online like everyone else.

>>82145089
Low IQ statement.
Lots of legal drugs make you go positive on the drug test.
Lots of illegal drugs are not tested.

Find out what they are testing for and you'll learn what you can and cannot do.

>>82143260
you're seriously uneducated.
>>82142118 (OP)
>Question: how was your first acid trip?
It's difficult to remember. If it is the time im thinking of, I walked my dog like 4 times, nature was beautiful. The background on my computer monitor was moving. I tried to write some notes on my phone but they were so completely incoherent. I would try to write something and then go back and edit something in such that it was all gibberish. I remember my fingers felt and looked like the
appendages of some other creature, like my nails were the hooves of a cow.

I'd really like to get my hands on some good acid once again. Mushrooms are great, but they are very different energies.

>>82142708
Lyrica mogs tbqhwy

>>82142118 (OP)
what if i swallowed an entire water bottle's worth of pure liquid lsd. would that fuck me up or what? also, how much would that cost? would it kill me?

>>82146106
Yes you will be high and completely unable to function

>>82145725
Nta but I wouldn't trust a pharmacist in the first place. Those I know are niggers that were filtered out of an MD.

Also you're a goalpost moving retard. Big ego.

>>82145808
Depends on the drug. Some are old and well known and experienced on, some have been invented by chinks last week to get past cannabis regulation.
Some are stupidly dangerous and some are perfectly fine.

>>82146066
I take pregabalin frequently because it's OTC and cheap here, but it's still a meh drug.
Just makes you retarded and waste half a day. Not mogging much.

>>82146106
It would not kill you because LSD has no lethal mechanism in it.
But you would be incapacitated for at least 10 hours and most likely have lasting psychological issues.

And it would be very expensive.

>>82146276
what kind of psychological issues we talking, and how expensive we talking

>>82146430
read the psychonaut wiki and ask your plug for prices

I'm thinking about eating some mushrooms and gaming tonight. I don't want to have a bad time though.
My first acid trip was incredible but I couldn't really tell you why. I had no expectations and the experience was really impressive to me. I felt like I opened pandora's box, and that sensation has no meaning to me now years later.

took like 12 grams of gabapentin over the day today, 6 grams at once has been my highest dose ever and i barely feel it, fuck gabaergic tolerance hike its fucking awful

I know alcohol is such a shit drug but there's nothing better than having two cans of premix and a bong after a day of being productive.

>>82146555
>plug
Are there still people that don't order LSD online? Lmao

>>82146603
>I want to take those deeply introspective drugs, and, uh, play video games like some loser while on it
Lie down with an eye mask and listen to music while on psilocybin.

My 4-ho-met lands tomorrow, bros. Anyone have any experience with this chem? Been doing lots of research and it sounds exactly like what Ive been looking for. Super excited to give it a try

>>82145611
Are you 100% fucking sure about that? Not every institution is the same and each one doesn't have the same drug test. I know I'm being a retard questioning you even further about this, but people need to be 100% sure, because a job aka income is on the line.

>>82142118 (OP)
1st time was bunk, no hallucinations, just mild euphoria. Friend's parents were on vacation and we hotboxed the shit out of his house. They came back and said it smelt funny. Told them we burned some grilled cheeses

2nd time got ripped off and literally paid for pieces of graph paper lmao never had a proper acid trip

>>82145808
You are the researcher retard lol

>>82146915
Alcohol is great when used responsibly (i.e. not getting blackout drunk and hungover). You're probably a zoomer

>>82145973
>>82146241
I'm in a better place than you two are, druggie burnouts. Kill yourselves.

>>82147017
The only way you're going to get drug tested for LSD is if a court orders it or you're applying for a job with extreme security clearances. 10 panel drug tests definitely don't test for it.

>>82146990
It's my second favorite RC tryptamine after 4-HO-MiPT. 4-HO-MET makes everything funny and makes everything look bright and marshmallowy.

one time i wasted some lsd by taking it and then proceeding to play pokemon sword and shield one of the worst pokemon games made.
that was a poor decision looking back.

>>82147141
How long does it last and how would you compare it to shrooms? Also do you reckon its possible to take a sub trip level functional dose? Like a social dose sort of thing

>>82147091
>You're probably a zoomer
No I'm a millennial. I used to drink a lot but I feel that it's not fun getting sloshed anymore.

staying up 24 hours on gaba binge

Any opinions on taking CBD recreationally? This is the only cannabinoid RC still being sold in my cunt. Never tried anything weed related before and I kinda wanna try, not sure if this would be worth my money though

>>82146276
>LSD has no lethal mechanism in it.
Ergotism would disagree. You just don't see ergotism in LSD because its psychological mechanisms are active at such low ranges and it would need to be consumed often at high doses, but its a real serious condition caused by lysergamides.

>>82142118 (OP)
>how was your first acid trip?
i started with low dose (50) first time out of caution so i'll never know what it would have been like if i went for a regular dose on my first time. with how strong 150 was after having done 50, i can't even imagine how strong it would be when done for the very first time

>>82147121
A better place? Bro you're in school, you're just a kid, you're in no place whatsoever. Your mom pays for your food.

You have an ego problem.

>>82148278
It doesn't do anything recreational. That's why it's legal.

>>82148278
CBD is no more psychoactive than aspirin

>>82149002
I use aspirin to lighten my irises.

I need new friends to do drugs with. I love my friends but I need a different perspective.

>how was your first acid trip?
It was alright. Went to a prog-rock concert and watched The Animatrix afterwards. It was less introspective than I expected and more pleasurable than I expected. The fact I could roll back my eyes and feel like I'm jerking my brain off just by thinking about it was kinda cool.

>>82145550
It just changes your perception. It makes you able (or makes you believe that you are able) to perceive things you don't normally perceive or pay attention to. The shared hallucination thing is a cool phenomenon. I've had it more with 2C-B, since it has more emphasis on visuals. You start seeing some kind of magical rainforest and you're like, hey, I want to share this with my friends, so you bring your friends to the same spot and they're like "fuck, you're right lol" because you've already planted the idea in their heads and have already developed it in your own head. With LSD I've had walls become semitransparent, like wallhack in Counter Strike. I guess the key is something like: anyone could perceive these things in this way if they wanted to.

>>82149047
Youre just hoping your friends will bring cute girls and you can put your finger inside their anuses for amusement. You dont even enjoy doing drugs in your asshole youd rather be a father but you arent given chad genes.

>>82149172
Not really I can find girls on my own.

>>82149201
You are incel as fuck, youll never be a chad. Just do some drugs and join a raiding guild.

>>82149172
>>82149238
Why do you talk like such an eternally online incel weirdo?
I don't have "Chad genes" in any sense of the term and I'm still married with a child. Most men are not "chads" but most men are still fathers. You're weird.

>>82149265
Die normie, you will be hung up by your balls and beaten within an inch of your life for our reparations during the incel retribution act.

>>82149296
You'd have to get out of your room to do that. I'm safe.

>>82149345
Please help me. I need to start a family, my biological imperative is demanding that my genes fertilize a womans ovariers which result in a pregermancy. How can I be like you? You said you were a 6/10, im probably like an 8.5/10. How do I get a girl to hold her legs up in the missionary position to let my cum really seep into every crack and crevice of her inner plumping. Im incel too, i havent had sex. Im 36.

>>82149382
I met a woman that was as lonely and damaged as me, we got along, dated, moved in together, got married, got pregnant, got a child.

The way everyone does it I guess.
At heart I'm still the same lonely 4channer I was 15 years ago, and a druggie on top of that.

>>82149434
Thanks a lot, helped me big time nigger. Your wife will be hung up by her clit and im going to break her head open like a pumpkin during the incel retribution movement

>>82146769
Are you going to cold turkey? I once did 3600mg of pregabalin in one day and was fucked up for a week afterwards.

>>82149580
Go outside, touch grass, meet people, do drugs, have sex.

>>82149867
I am actually going to kill you and your wife during the incel redistribution bill of 2026. Dead, completely buried and pissed on your graves with nigger piss.

>>82149878
You won't do anything.
If you were the type of man that does anything, your life wouldn't be so shitty.

God I fucking love adderall so much. The only problem with it is that there is about a 50% chance I just masturbate all day when I take it instead of doing productive stuff, but when I am locked in on it man I am fucking productive, I'll get the whole damn house clean by dusk.

>>82149434
you didn't meet her on the streets
you met her through some social function and mutual friends

Oxycodone pill vs hydraulic press (2 spoons)

Still constipated after 600mg of amphetamine two days ago. Got tempted to dose yesterday and glad I commited to the break and didn't take any since it would've made it worse. The worst thing is that I have a hard time passing gasses, which hurts, and never happened to me before while on amp induced constipation. Takeing natural laxitives and hopeing for the best and for the pain to end. Hope y'all are having a better time then me.

Research chemical lives matter too y'all #legalizeRCsagain

>>82142118 (OP)
>how was your first acid trip?
Pretty burdo bordo until I had to take a 1.5h train ride while still peaking, probably the only time I had a bad trip.

>>82151327
Crisis ended. I don't know what feels better; the drugs or the poop afterwards.

So are low doses shrooms or acid fun like 1-2gs of is it all just ego death,dissconect from reality mind fuck?

>>82149265
>>82149345
fuck off normalnigger
originally

how/where can you check serial numbers on blisters or bottles to see if they're legit?

>>82149824
nope, im just binging massive doses rn, been up for 44 hours, took 6 grams this morning at 6 and then i took about 6.3grams about an hour ago (took 1.8 grams and then 4.5 grams a half hour later), gonna mix this with 1mg of klonopin and some beer, hopefully i pass the fuck out im so tired but too wired to sleep

>>82153013
based hazbin enjoyer

>>82153013
also low doses suck, they exist in this awful middle ground where youre not fucked up enough to trip but also too fucked up to function like a normal person, it just feels irritating imo, either micro dose or take enough to trip, anything in between sucks

You know what I think is weird. They are called research chemicals and people have an overall good experience out of experimental taking of synthetic drug usage. But what happens when the rc's kill somebody? I'm only guessing their dead causes go unnoticed. Some doctor may say it was a heart attack or a stroke or whatever. But when it comes to the kind of drugs that they don't test for at the autopsy probably the doctors don't even know what killed the poor guy. I don't know if something like this has occurred or not, but I've read of people dying from nbomes. Don't be irresponsible man, unless you wanna the guy actually researching what the LD50 of a new drug is. Stay safe, that's all I wanted to say.

GOT ME STUCK
IM FUCKED UP
I CANT EVEN GET UP

>>82142118 (OP)
>how was your first acid trip?
it was great, me and three friends each took a tab while a fourth friend baby sat us and we just hung out in the yard and the woods and it was magical, i remember taking pictures of random shit on my phone cause i thought it was so beautiful and looking back all the pictures were shit but i still love the them cause they remind me of that feeling

>>82154727
>low doses suck, they exist in this awful middle ground
Seconded.

>>82154679
im so fucked up im so fucked up i took another mg of kpins and im 4 beers deep, the rest of the gabapentin will kick in in roughly 10 minutes, god willing this will kill me, if not i will live to do opiates tomorrow i fucking love opiates i live exclusively to take more and more opiates, one day i will acquire heroin, i even dream about it, God loves me so much i dont even understand it

i also love my computer, it lets me talk to you freaks, thats so cool

>>82154679
>>82155210
>been up for 44 hours, took 6 grams this morning at 6 and then i took about 6.3grams about an hour ago
>took another mg of kpins and im 4 beers deep, the rest of the gabapentin will kick in in roughly 10 minutes
Damn, you make me feel good about my stim binges. Really seems like you're having proper fun.
>god willing this will kill me
Hope you'll live tho
>if not i will live to do opiates tomorrow
That's the spirit hehe
Please try to be safe and have fun,man.

>>82155318
>Hope you'll live tho
thank you kind anon
i feel youre love
also based Disco Elysium poster
its a miracle of God i can type rn
also listen to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J3vgcE5i2o

I CANT EVEN FUCKING WALK

>dad had been dosing me with meth without my knowledge for years
>go to doctor and find out I have a folate
deficiency
>feel way better and not like a crack head

Is there treatment like this that would work the same for let's say research chemicals?

Bro I'm not high but I'm thinking the future will not be human. Human will get extincted at some point. And if we are the only creature with a consciousness what the fuck will happened to all the things we perceive the I realized all the mind perceives are its own contents. Like everything is made of whatever the universe is made of. I can't explain it. It's scary to think about it. I think just found god or the holy spirit. The everything, the endless source of consciousness.

Like what will happen to the mind/consciousness after we all are gone? This exact level of thinking, reasoning and perception must be unique for us humans. Otherwise animals and all kind of life form is conscious. What this means to me? It's probably a we're all one and infinity. God bless.

>>82148882
My mom is dead, I'm paying for school myself, and I'm 32. Congratulations, you're stupid on all three counts.

>>82154523
Stop buying off the street like a nigger. There's a reason everyone orders on the darknet, it's a lot safer.

>>82154815
Most RC make you test positive to standard drugs.
RC stimulants to amphetamines, RC opiates to opium, etc.

They know what you died of.

>>82156743
Sure buddy, everyone believes you.
Still your ego talking huh. When's the last time you actually decided of your actions instead of letting your emotions and ego decide your next move?

You're just an NPC until you take back control.

Caffeine? Snorted.
Pregabalin? Boofed.

It's time to go to work and be both very active and unproductive!

>>82156869
I exclusively order from the DN, faggot
what does this have to do with verifying their legitimacy for additional safety? do you think checking DN drugs is unnecessary because they're always 100% legit? fucking retard

>>82156743
>>82156888
It's just acid, guys. Chillax.

>>82147198
>How long does it last and how would you compare it to shrooms?
Maybe 3-4 hours. Lighter headspace and no anxiety.

>Also do you reckon its possible to take a sub trip level functional dose? Like a social dose sort of thing
I could see someone doing that for doing something like going to a bar, but I doubt it would make you any more productive or motivated or anything like that.

(I was assuming you were talking about 4-HO-MET) in >>82157046. 4-HO-MiPT has a deeper headspace, but is more alien and logical, and less emotional than shrooms. It also has more auditory hallucinations.

>>82142118 (OP)
I wanna try DMT, but I don't want to get assraped and my dog shot.

>>82157426
DMT will find you.

>>82157426
Can't get assraped if you wear a buttplug.

>>82157426
Can't get assraped if you are consenting.

>>82157426
Can't get assraped if you do the assraping.

>>82157426
Can't get assraped if you have no ass.

>>82157426
I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS I'M LIVING IN YOUR WALLS

>>82142118 (OP)
Took it at 16, super fucking depressed from being heartbroken, family problems and other bullshit. Got the acid from arts club at the school during valentine's day.
>take tab
>lock door close room
>dark.jpeg
>wait2hrs
>mfw this shit isnt doing anything
>play some music
>closeyes.exe
>why the fuck is it so bright?
>realize it's HAPPENING HAPPENING
>whole body starts to get tense
>calmed tf down
>feel so cold
>was trying to hug pillows and cover self with bedsheets
from this point i wasn't able to calm down for another 4hrs and just thought about my entire life, why the fuck im such a loser at a young age and practically wasted highschool not befriending anyone and just programming
after calming down i cried so hard and couldn't sleep. just went to school the next day covered with a hoodie, mask, and shit. at 6am i could still see eyes at the sky and weird disfigurements on my classmates. it was incredibly weird but comforting. i hugged one of my friends after school and cried so much. it was beautiful and i think changed me. acid as a one time thing could really be a catalyst for change.
i stopped being so sad all the time, laughed more, befriended almost everyone i met and tried to be generally helpful towards others. im 20 now but still make mistakes, the way i react to mistakes and outlook on life changed.
also took some dmt and mushrooms around 18, could heart some voices telling me to do something with life and not take psychedelics before accomplishing my task here in life. super weird ik but that's psychedelics ig

>>82158136
>telling me to do something with life
Did you?

>>82142118 (OP)
It was very nice. My gf and i laid in her back yard and stargazed. The stars were a bunch of different colored blinking lights and moved around the sky freely and sometimes formed cryptic symbols and patterns. I saw a massive black and white striped snake coiling between the stars in a complex pattern and it made me laugh really hard because i was reminded of when raul duke describes a giant mechanical snake in the sky to his lawyer in the book fear and loathing in las vegas. At some point we got naked in the back yard and rolled around in the grass together. She straddled me and started to ride me and i was in awe of her beauty as i looked up at her. She looked like an angel and had a halo of stars. Then we went back inside and had sex again. It felt like we were melting into eachother in an inexplicably wonderful way and were oerfectly in sync saitching positions aeveral times. Woke up the next day and we were both covered in mosquito bites but it was worth it.

>>82158227
Yes. Worked my ass off doing coding freelance & gigs, saved up enough to move away to a distant province and study there for college. Everything went well it was so suspicious. Then I got diagnosed a minor heart condition so had to move back to our hometown. Still happy, financially stable now, and living with a 8 trad gf who never lost her vcard. I never did it alone, the friends I met during that short few years were the reason I could turn my life the other direction. Woulda died somewhere in a river with handcuffs and stabs if I never took acid.
>feelsgood.jpeg

I wonder how it feels like tripping with someone you love
It's a bit of a shame I won't have anyone like that anytime soon, even less likely that they'll be willing to do psychedelics.

>>82158300
Happy to read your story. God bless.

>>82158332
Who's "they"? Do you want to do it with several people?

>>82158368
>they
means
>someone you love

Ketamine has got to be the worst tasting drug out there.

>>82158380
So she, then. Not "they". You can't have multiple girlfriends at once if you're not a weirdo.

Reminder of that one guy that injected psilocybin mushroom tea and got hospitalized because he had mushrooms growing inside his organs.

>>82154727
nah i like em, you still feel good all day (acid)

I expect fellow cocaine and ket enjoyers in this thread but its all loser incels that abuse shit 'drugs' like lyrica. Sometimes I wonder why I even visit these threads

>>82159176
Yeah incel losers tend to prefer downers.
That being said, cocaine is a pretty shitty drug amongst uppers. It's only a status drug, if it was discovered today everybody will shun it and keep doing amphetamines and cathinones.

>>82159225
>cocaine is a pretty shitty drug amongst upper
Not really, amphetamines and methamphetamine fucks you up too bad, you cant use it recreationally around other people and have a good time. The mindset is completely different. Coke makes me want to dance and talk to people, amph makes me want to stare at the wall

>>82159731
It's a dose and product issue.
Take a stimulant-empathogen like MDMA, Borax, 3-MMC, etc and you'll want to dance and talk to people too.

You don't have to take a pure stimulant like dexamp or regular meth.

>life is hell
>constant pain and suffering 24/7 anxiety attacks that never end
>weed, booze, shrooms, LSD, MDMA only made it worse short and long term
>decide to buy some xanax
>try 1mg
>feel normal for the first time in my entire life
Guess I'm hooked for life

>>82159176
lyrica and pregablin is literally immigrant drug here. loitering arabs who swam over the mediterranean sea take this all day because its cheap. it's too bad 420chan closed down because that place was pretty good

>>82161022
I never tried benzos, how does it feel if you're not a socially maladapted guy with "anxiety attacks" and stuff?

>>82161404
>lyrica and pregabalin
Bro it's the same drug. Lyrica is a brand name for pregabalin.

>>82161407
Least recreational drug I've tried. It's literally just a medicine. Even booze feels more 'recreational'. But if you have anxiety or social disorders, it's more addicting than crack. Never understood why blacks love rapping about it

>>82161419
at high dosage you just wild out
personally i'd mid xanax and coke at parties and would have my fill of fun

>>82161022
i loved it too but had to stop cause it made me feel like i had dementia

>>82161418
I don't really care either way, it's a normie povvo drug. Wagies are getting addicted to it too, it replaced tramadol as the drug every low class runt takes to go on with their painstaking labor

>>82161433
It really does make you feel retarded but that is way more enjoyable than being lucid. Once you start taking it enough you've basically fucked yourself forever and can't stop taking it without permanent damage

>>82161442
lyrica/tram is only abused by the underage or autistic NEETs who don't know how to obtain drugs. Wagies are unintentionally addicted to it, just like every other pharma drug

>>82161458
What drug would you say is good for a work day?
For me and my job I can do low dose pregabalin, phenibut, or mini dose LSD.

>>82161446
just taper down bro you'll survive

>>82161481
Tramadol is the best
oral caps of cathinones as well but be sure to not wild out on the dosage or start sniffing

>>82161458
>lyrica/tram is only abused by the underage or autistic NEETs who don't know how to obtain drugs
go to any major european city centre and you'd have swarths of brown and black famished hordes high on lyrica

maturing is realizing being sober is the best way of life

>>82161486
I quit benzos for 3 months before. It doesn't get better. Maybe after a week or two you are semi back to normal but the damage it does to your GABA system never completely heals, thats just my own experience anyway

>>82161481
Dont listen to all the tramadol fags, long term use will do the same stuff to your brain as antidepressants and deregulate your serotonin receptors, kratom is ideal. My daily routine is 6g kratom 1mg xanax in the morning, then a higher kratom dose and another mg xanax in the afternoon. If you want to use tramadol do it recreationaly and not daily, but theres way better opiates for that anyway

>>82161491
Microdose 2cb has been the best it feels like what amphetamine is actually meant to do productivity wise without turning me into a zombie. Microdosing it for only a few days provides a very long lasting benefits sometimes months.

anyone try feel free?

>>82161582
>xanax everyday
it's easier to recover from quitting trams cold turkey than it is with benzos. ive done both

>>82161508
>>82161508
I went through that phase too.
Then I realized that maturity was not being extreme in either way and to learn to use drugs as the tool they are. To use them when useful, as they have a place.

>>82161823
The problem I have with drugs is tolerance. The fact that I have to take double of what I took yesterday to feel the same is what sucks about them so I decided they weren't for me.

>>82161508
Drugs are like candy. You can't subsist on it by itself and can't consume them too much or else you'll have a bad time. It really surprises me how many people don't realize/act like this (and just throw their lives away).
>>82161944
Tolerance ain't an issue if you treat it like an occasional treat. You wouldn't eat cake every day, right? Probably not even every week, usually just for special occasions.

Then again, if you don't want them to just be an occasional thing then either way it wouldn't be for you, sadly.

>>82162015
Occasional is alright

>>82162015
the problem with this mindset is that the highs can get so god damn good that it changes your entire perception of everything, like you will start thinking of your identity differently and subtly act in ways that will eliminate aspects of your life that are getting in the way of getting high

>>82161823
how do they have a place when everyone knows youre on them when youre on them? by everyone to be fair, i mean the people you know. those close to you, those that know you. if your life is a game of always swapping people, always meeting new ones and escaping from your own history all the time, then yeah you can keep doing drugs because nobody will ever get to know you well enough. but then you end up homeless

>>82161022
>>82161407
>>82161419
>>82161429
>>82161433
>>82161446
>>82161486
>>82161565
Doing benzos is completely fucking retarded.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBe_0UIBylY

>>82163307
If you have severe anxiety and can't live without it then it's like you have no option. But agreed, it's a worthless and damaging drug for most people.

>>82163020
Just as with other temptations, if you have experiences that are notable (good or bad) enough, then they'll require you to have some self awareness to know you should take a long break (on the timeline of months and years) or abstain entirely.

You're right that it influences your perception, though I'd differ on what changes exactly. For me, I am now aware of the large extents that I am capable of feeling, like "I didn't realize I could feel that way/good/bad" sort of thing.

>>82163062
You can make an easy comparison to alcohol here to understand where the place of most drugs lie, at least depressants and hallucinogens. Stimulants, technically, can be done during both relaxing/social occasions and effortful events (eg. caffeine, nicotine).

You are also speaking as though anyone knowing about your use immediately blows up that relationship. You can compare this to having friends who don't accept any other personality trait/hobby/quality about yourself. If a "friend" of mine doesn't like that I watch anime, then either I wouldn't keep them as a friend or I'd avoid the topic of anime when around them.

I actually currently have this going on in my real life, in fact. Some people don't like hearing about certain topics (not just drugs or anime), so I simply use my social awareness to not mention it around them.

>>82159176
ma'am you are on the loser incel board

>do LSD, schrooms, alcohol, nicotine, weed, meth, amphetamine, cocaine, MDMA, shitton of different Dutch research chemicals like 3-FMA or 5-MAPB.
>never had any problem with addiction.
>got hooked bad on fucking white Kratom of all things.

Serves me right for my arrogance I guess, heed my call anons and be aware of my mistake - that shit sneaks up on you like a lvl 99 ninja.

If I try drinking too often I get worse and worse hangovers to the point of not being able to even look at booze. With stims if you go hard the very next day your body feels like shit and you know it's time for a break. Hallucinogens obviously aren't really all that addictive in the first place.
Molly depletes your serotonin FAST and causes depression.
But Kratom, that motherfucker took like 6 months before I realized how deep I was.
For a long time there are no withdrawals, no cravings, no hangovers. But slowly, sloowly it crept up on me. One day I forgot to take it with me to work. Longest 8 hours of my life.

I just broke and ordered it again after 3 week break. When I run out I might actually have to go back to my home country and live with my mothers as a rehab untill I kick it for good.

hey guys
i want to try some hardcore drugs

i never took acid
i dont trust myself. i would probably have a bad trip or kill myself.

https://youtu.be/MSssG1C_y04?si=mKz-vrVpiHrZUZvL

>>82161508
I feel that. Had my phase from 22-25 and now I'm done. I'm even tapering off caffeine, currently consuming 300mg a day, will be off it before the end of the year.

>>82161508
lol fuck offf

>>82156948
can you boof gabapentin too?

>>82155210
i lived bitches, ended up blacking out about 30 minutes after i posted this, i was probably up till about 8 and then passed out judging from the content i had watched in my youtube history during the blackout, woke up at 1:30 and too the most gnarly greasy water shit of my life then ate some food and went to bed for real
today im having 2mg klonopin and 8mg subutex, i havent taken any subs for a week so my tolerance will still be pretty high but not so high that i wont feel it for a bit, as always ive got some dramamine for the nausea, im hoping to float for a few hours and then go hang out with some friends, will probably end up taking some more gabapentin and drinking again with them, god willing the klonopin last long enough in my system to potentate the alcohol, that mix last night was incredibly fun

>>82164362
>https://youtu.be/MSssG1C_y04?si=mKz-vrVpiHrZUZvL
fuck i wish i had drug friends, all my friends smoke weed and some of them do molly and psychs and shit but none of them would ever do pills or cough syrup with me, its lame as fuck

Ozempic is to food what xanax is to anxiety. Its quieted the part of my brain that always wants to eat. And it's not even a psychoactive drug with withdrawal and dependence. How did big pharma make something this incredible.

>>82165136
>And it's not even a psychoactive drug with withdrawal and dependence
true but because its such a novel medication we dont know the long term effects of it
not saying its bad, i think its quite good for reducing obesity, but be cautious because there are likely unknown side effects of it weve yet to realize

>>82164982
>i lived bitches
Yaaaa hehe he lives!

>>82164982
just passed tf out for about an hour, im so fucking mad i wasted a whole hour of time with the subs fuck me

>>82159176
i luv ketty

>>82161944
You're just greedy.

>>82163062
People don't necessarily know you're on drugs. And plenty of people don't mind at all.

And you could do your weekly drug night alone at home and no one will ever know, I don't know why you worry so much about that.

>>82163332
That's a losing mindset. Anxiety can be remedied, you don't have to be on benzo your whole life.

Anxiety isn't something psilocybin, mma, and stoicism won't fix.

>>82165930
nta but I get what he's saying. I do 2 day sessions with a few days break and tolerance skyrockets so fast and it's annoying on the second day.

>>82164096
>wtf if I take a drug every day I get addicted
>it like, crept up on me, how could I have known?!

>>82166000
Then just don't do that.
How hard is it to have a drug session once a week, or once a month depending on the drug?

It's not like tolerance is a mystique thing, we all know how it works and psychonautwiki tells you when your tolerance goes down, so why is it an issue?

I think I'm gonna start taking my lyrica and kpins regularly again, been saving them up and using kpins for sleep and lyrica for comfy highs. Have to start uni soon, rip 2 years of NEETing. But at least I get my own place again and can get shrooms and ket again.

>>82142118 (OP)
my first acid trip was incredible, and all we did was walk around our college campus at night. i saw a brick wall that had some really crazy shadows and it completely overwhelmed me, i was laugh crying for a while. good times.

>>82166044
>Then just don't do that
But I like it.
>How hard is it to have a drug session once a week, or once a month
I don't overrule moderation, ofc, and I take breaks (for tolerance, health and avoid dependence) but I like being on drugs (used to be a stoner and smoke all day everyday. Not doing weed anymore tho). So if I can do it for two days and push it a bit, even if I need to use more, I will. Make a party out of it, a treat.
>It's not like tolerance is a mystique thing
Yeah, but it's still annoying to deal with (which is my point) esp when you want to push a session's limit and indulge.
At least it's a natural hurdle to stop you from abusing drugs if you know when to stop (and not just up the doseage indefinitely like a junkie); it's also a money issue. So it's not that bad, but an annoying human limitation I could do without.

>>82161565
the post acute withdrawal syndrome does resolve itself. it just takes at least several months minimum, and if you've been addicted for many years, it takes years. a lot of benzo addicts just can't get over this hurdle. but i've experienced it. the smoothness came over me. the tinnitus stopped. suddenly, my movements became coordinated again, and all was clear.

and this happened out of nowhere 170 days after i quit klonopin after a 3 year addiction

>>82166560
Meanwhile I have permanent tinnitus from taking sertraline once

Where my RC anons at?
How is AL-lad and 5-meo-mipt. There's some availble and im interested in researching them.
How do 5-meos compare to standard 4-aco/ho tryptamines

>>82166854
5-meo-mipt is legit, that's why it's in the borax combo.
Not sure how it would be to do it without taking anything else though.

anyone else have pain in their eyes and a pressure in their skull and the back of their neck as well as their upper back after quitting benzos? im not saying long use just was at it for 4-5 days and quit cold

>>82167041
>4-5 days and quit cold
Your body would have definitely gotten a bit addicted, so it's likely just withdrawals. You'll be alright broski. That being said, if you have a time where you blank/black out tho during this, then wake up on the floor and don't remember what just happened, you should get checked for seizures (which can happen when cold quitting GABAergics).