Got my heart broken recently and it's a weird feeling. It was a silly crush but it I'm still a bit crushed? But honestly, it made me feel alive mostly. I also feel like I gained my first true real friend in a LONG time since he's not interested in me. I don't have any friends but he seems sincere..I'm weirdly okay with it all and in pain at the same time. Was really distracted at work today too. Btw today I had a crispy yellow apple with vanilla tea and it was amazing, I'm gonna have pumpkin and eggplant tonight, I love autumn.