>>23135095
Exactly, you should do it
>i'm afraid i'll never have any place in the world except here
That's on your hands. You are the one who has to work hard, study, and save money. I know that things in the U.S aren't that easy, but I know that rent an apartment is relatively feasible. But if you will be either living in another place, or staying were you are, what you have to do is move, not stay still. Achieve things, learn, work, all those things that will help you to improve as a person. If you don't have foots, crawl with your knees. And if you don't have hands, use your elbows