>unemployed for over a year
>living abroad in a third world country
>gf whomst I quit my comfy IT job and moved to a third world country for breaks up with me
>become an alcoholic for the 5 months I'm waiting for my flight back home
>start smoking again
>put on 15kg, go bald and become disgusting

3 years ago I had a good job, a car that made me happy whenever I drove it, I worked out and was in shape, slept with random women from dating apps every few months, spent money on random shit that made me happy because I made good money and saved a ton of it. Now I'm back at my parents place with 100 eurodollars in my bank account getting ghosted by every fucking job opportunity and I'm fat for the first time in my entire 30 years of existence.
Women are a fucking meme robots, women will ruin your life, I gave everything to that bitch I fucking cooked cleaned and made her cum 10 times a day but as soon as I'm broke and I can't take her out to dinner every other day shit broke down. Women are ungrateful fucking animals.